Creative Sustenance

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Over the past few months, I’ve been catching up on photo blogs from our travels. I wish I’d made time on the road to have done these blogs real time. But I was too busy enjoying the moments and I won’t let myself regret that. I find myself rolling the question of “what is the purpose of my blog?” around in my head a lot. Why do it? In the end, I’ve come to think of it as my creative sustenance.

Blogging on a regular schedule has been good for me–I’m writing more, doing something with my photos, making videos again, trying to discipline myself by editing with an aimed machete, and self-imposing deadlines to publish. I like thinking about these projects and topics for photography. I like the practice of writing, and shooting regularly. It gives me challenges. I’m trying new things. It gets me out. And in the end, that’s the best part of all.

Yesterday, my friend Debbie and I attended Filter Photo Festival’s Sony Photo Walk workshop. This was a two-hour, free event to sample the newest Sony mirror-less cameras. We checked in early, and checked out our cameras–I had the Sony a7-III, with the 55mm 1.8 Zeiss lens. And a few minutes later, we hit Chicago’s Magnificent Mile on a blustering Fall day.

Now, I’m not a reviewer of cameras. So, you’ll not be hearing any detailed techie stuff. What I can say is this:  the camera is crazy lightweight, the focus zones and super high ISO were impressive, it shoots video too, and I loved the pop-out screen and shutter silencer. Net: If I had a few grand laying around, I’d get one, with a couple of those sweet Zeiss prime lenses. Of course, then I’d have to buy a new Mac to fully update Adobe Creative Cloud to read the Sony A7-III cards…and well, this little hobby gets expensive. But I digress.

The point of this was to say that it is good to get out and try something new. I didn’t take any photos that light up my switchboard, but I spent time with a long-time friend, had celery in ceviche, accepted a broken pink rose from a friendly florist, and walked among tourists on a blustery Chicago day. Good stuff. Creative sustenance. I feel energized today.

Thank you Debbie for asking me to go, and thank you Filter and Sony for setting up photo walks to sample cameras!

I’d love to hear how others get creatively nourished. Any tips?

The Sony a7-III with the 35mm lens
The Sony a7-III with the 35mm lens.
Ben the Sony guy shows Debbie a camera feature.
Ben the Sony guy shows Debbie a camera feature.
Ben the Sony guy.
Ben the Sony guy.
The Drake Hotel has two of these dripping crystal chandeliers in the lobby.
The Drake Hotel has two of these dripping crystal chandeliers in the lobby.
Pink rose detail
We wandered into the Drake Hotel to get out of the rain and smelled flowers before we saw them. The florist gave me the most perfect rose–broken and unusable to him.
Bride Bridesmaids Michigan Ave Cold Chicago day
Bride & Bridesmaids near Michigan Avenue. It was 54 degrees and rainy. I’m cold just looking at them.
People parked under a construction awning in the rain. Michigan Ave, Chicago.
People parked under a construction awning in the rain. Michigan Ave, Chicago.
Debbie and Ben the Sony guy.
Debbie and Ben the Sony guy.
Walking in a Sony group down Michigan.
Walking in a Sony group down Michigan.
Watering the mums in Chicago, Michigan Avenue
Chicago’s already planted the mums on Michigan! And is watering…in the rain. 
Debbie in the elevator
Debbie in the elevator.
Debbie and Carol photographing in the mirror in the elevator.
Debbie and Carol photographing in the mirror in the elevator.

A Turtle’s Summer

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Do you ever feel cooped up? Frustrated by the same old-same old? Restricted, not in control, with zero spontaneity in your life? Furious with boredom? Restless with ennui? Well, this is a little story for those of us who feel that way.

Well actually, it’s a little story about a little soul who lives in a 1 x 3 foot tank–and has lived in those glass walls for at least 32 years. This is about Forrest, an Eastern Box Turtle.

Forrest lives next door. He’s lived there for eight years, belonging to a teenage boy. Prior to there, he lived with another kid for about 20 years. And it is likely he came from another aging kid before that. Lucky or not, Eastern Box Turtles can live to be 100-years-old. By current estimates, Forrest is in his thirties, if not older.

In any case, for eleven days this summer, we dog and turtle-sat for our neighbors. As I put fresh lettuce down for Forest that first day, I noticed the quiet in the room, the isolation in that tank. He sat staring into a corner. It was as if boredom had an odor that I recognized. I decided to take Forrest out to the backyard for a walk. Maybe it was a little bit risky–what if something happened to him? And maybe it would take a little too much time–I had a million other things to do. But, a little walk in the grass and some fresh air to add some spice and variety to his life seemed like a good thing to do. Give him something he could ruminate on in his memories for days yet to come.

And so, for the next eleven days, Forrest got to stretch his legs in his backyard. He got to smell the grass, the mulch, feel the dew and the sprinkler rain, and lift his head into the morning sun. I enjoyed those days very much. These photos are from those days.

Forrest Eastern box turtle in grass
Forrest would sit for a moment when first placed in the backyard. Maybe inhaling the fresh grass smell or feeling the morning dew between his toes. He’d stretch his neck to look through the grassy jungle and pick a destination.
Forrest the box turtle in his backyard
Forrest walked past leaves with caution, sometimes stopping to sniff or look. If startled, his head and feet would suddenly pull inside with a little air-tight suction sound. Forrest never waited long before bravely coming back out.
Forrest the turtle stretching his legs
Forrest stretching his legs. His tank is too small for him to stroll far. It surprised me how fast he walked when he got started. Forrest walked with purpose, from one end of the yard to the other. I had him outside for 20-30 minutes every day, and he walked around most of that time. 
Forrest digging a hole
Forrest digging a hole. Under the old swing set, there is a bit of mulch. Forrest burrowed into the mulch a few times, digging down quickly to make a little pit. He seemed to enjoy the dirt and the smells.
Forrest climbing into the area under the swing set
Forrest climbing into the area under the swing set. One of my favorite things to watch was Forrest climbing into the mulch area. His stubby back legs pushed on tippy toes until his flat stomach leveled out on top, then his front legs pulled everything forward until his back feet touched again.
Forrest's belly
Forrest’s beautiful yellow belly.
Forrest hiding under the garden plants
Forrest under the garden plants as the sprinkler passes over.
Forrest in the mulch.
Forrest in the mulch.
Forrest looking out his tank by the window.
Forrest looking out his tank by the window. His food bowl full in the foreground. 

 

Forrest kicked me into action. Or maybe it was that he saved me from action. There was something about his situation, about his life, that settled on me. Something that nudged me to try different things, to add new things to my routine.

I did some research to learn what else I could feed him to liven up his life. I brought him a grape, apple bits, arugula, spinach, romaine, carrots. I also learned that box turtles are slow crawlers, slow growers, give birth to few offspring, and are extremely long lived–yet the species is vulnerable due to death by agricultural machinery and cars. I learned a new word: ANTHROPOGENIC or human-induced mortality, as in what’s happening to the world’s species and environments because of human overpopulation.

I can sometimes see Forrest in his tank next door when I take our stairs, but the light has to be right and he can’t be hiding under his bridge or astroturf. I hope he enjoyed those eleven days. I did.